Treatment #10 has knocked me flat on my face. I slept the whole time we were there and then the whole way back and then for 3 more hours when we got home. Goodness gracious! I dreamed about chicken nuggets and then woke up with a serious sweet tooth. A pop tart and bowl of cereal fixed with love by my dear husband fixed the craving!
You know, I have got to live in the smallest town in America! Including myself, there were 4 people getting treatment today from St. Matthews! Not only that, one of them has the same type of cancer as me. What a small world!
It was hard for me today. I am thrilled with excitement over what God is doing, how well I'm doing, how I'm almost done with all of this mess and these other people have such a long way to go. It makes me feel kind of bad.
We had another bell ringer today. I of course am bubbling over with excitement because that's going to be me in 4 weeks. Not to mention we got to witness more answered payers. God is so good! One woman said to us, "oh, I just wish that was me...." Harrison told her, "You'll get to go up there eventually!" She chuckled and then said, "Oh, I hope so." Gosh how my heart breaks. I forget that there are people in there who haven't been getting the same reports as me.
My biggest concern is fatigue and nausea. That won't even last but 5 days or so. I only have to face those insignificant issues two more times as well. There are people in that room that are fighting for their life. I mean I am too but... My treatments are working and causing me very little distress.
Praying for healing hands on the lives of the people in that room especially for the ones that we have gotten to know. Praying also so very hard that God would use me. Maybe there's a reason I've been doing so well.. God has put some people in my life to whome I can totally relate to and empathize with but also have the strength to be to them and for them whatever they need! Man, God is good!
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